The Kinky Ex

My GF was 6 years older than me. She did everything sexually imaginable, sharing, gangbangs, lesbian, three ways, public sex, nudity on beaches and resorts. She was great, had an incredible imagination. It was her who convinced me to first take a dildo in my ass, then soon she wanted to watch me with other men. That started with me getting sucked, then fucking them with her twisting my nipples to excite me while I did it. Then instead of her sucking them after I fucked them it was me. Next I was getting fucked. She was obsessed with watching me get fucked by other men. I always had great sex with her after.

After 4 years of our both being bi, she left me for a sub, lesbian slave. I've not found a woman that meets all the boxes sexually, though I've gotten laid a few times. I went back to some of the guys I had sex with just as a way to get off. She phoned me and told me she knew I'd been getting fucked on my own and that I must be as gay as she thought. I don't know, I'm really just doing it to have sex. I'd prefer a woman, but I don't know if I can only go with a woman again without having some m2m sex also.

Not sure how to bring that subject up. So for now, I'm having sex with 3 different guys, till I can figure it and myself out.