Liking The Idea

When I was growing up found myself enjoying having a number of bisexual friendships. I never became gay because of that, and eventually I went on to get married.
Now I’ve been divorced for a couple of years and I find myself thinking back on those times. I often myself myself getting and erection and enjoyably masturbating to those memories. I really would not mind indulging in that sort of thing again, only I really not interested in being gay. I just wish that I could easily meet some straight guys who might share the same interest. Does anybody have any suggestions how to go about doing this without going to gay hangouts? The guys that I know seem to show no interest whatsoever.