Feeling Down

I’m feeling a little down today because I Hurt my boyfriends feelings and I’m not sure how he is going to get over it. He has always been jealous And sometimes has badgered me to tell him about my ex lovers I have told him small things like always kept Some of the details from him. Last night we went to a party and both drank quite a bit and I guess he overheard me talking with a couple of girls. We were actually talking about our current we’re friends and I had paid him several compliments. But when we got home he started accusing me of talking with the other girls about my ex lovers and called me a liar tried to tell him the truth. I was pretty drunk and I got upset with him and finally told him to just ask me what he wanted to know. He asked me if I ever had a boyfriend with a really big cock and I told him that yes I had he asked me then how many times I have fucked my boyfriend with a big cock and I told him truthfully several hundred times. He asked me if I had ever taken him in the ass and I said I had. He just kept getting angrier and said how many times did you let his big dick into your ass and I snapped back whenever he wanted it. He asked me if I still thought about the guys big dick and I said that I did sometimes. He asked me if I had ever been with two men at once and I told him I had. He was being so drunk and cruel that I just gave it back to him and told him that I had sucked a guys dick while another guy fucked me from behind. He asked me if I made them used condoms and I said no that I had swallowed the one guys cum and the other guy had come in my pussy. He called me a whore and Said have broken his heart. I finally told him to calm down and then I was just being cruel back to him and the stories were true. Even though they really were. He was crying and said he didn’t ever want to fuck me again. I was sad and crying to. I finally just went to bed and left him in the living room. Several hours later though he came into the bedroom and I was asleep. I woke up with him pulling my panties down. He stuck his tongue into my vagina and ran over my butt hole. I thought He was feeling better but he leaned his weight on my shoulders and push this hard cock into my book. It hurt but I just let him hoping it would make him feel better. He was rough with me but it only took him about four or five strokes and he came inside of my ass. We fell asleep and I put my arm over him as we slept. When I woke up this morning my panties were still around one ankle and my butt was very sore and he was gone. I have not heard from him all day and he is not answering his phone.