Back When, Me Too

I read on here Back When, and that took me back and was so much like my own experience. Not a spay story at all, but very sweet and a pleasure to read.
When was fourteen my best friend and I definitely had these feelings of mutual boy attraction, which we were both somewhat shy and self-conscious about. It wasn’t like we felt that toward other boys in general or anything. It was just special and between the two of us.
As shy as we might have been, it was felt to let those feelings show, and we as began to feel more comfortable we started being more romantically friendly. We kissed and that felt so good. That was all that we did a few times. And then we began to feel more encouraged to take things farther and the desire to be nakedly expressive of our feelings was a natural one.
The first time that we got naked together we just masturbated one another and that was wonderful to experience together. Then, lovingly, we tried sucking on each other’s dick and that was so personal and wonderful to do. It was very meaningful, like we were showing our willingness to do that with one another, to actually have another boy’s dick in our mouth.
Then, after we talked about it, we decided to try having anal intercourse. He did it to me first, and then I did it to him. We didn’t have any lubrication so we used some hand lotion which worked. Neither of us could believe how good this felt doing it like that together as boys. For each of us it was so significant and gratifying being able to give each other our sperm. That was so meaningful and expressive.
After we would have sex, we would then just lay around naked together on the bed, smoking cigarettes, and talk. The closeness felt so good.
We talked some about the future, and we sort of joked about how one day we could live together. It sounded kind of gay, two guys being together like that, but we both liked the idea of our male relationship continuing on and how nice it woyld be to sleep in the same bed and that we could just fuck any time that we wanted. We even got brave enough to tell each other than we loved each other. We actually used that word. It was so special being able to say that to each other as boys.
This went on between us for about the next year. Nobody knew, of course. It was just our secret relationship. Then I guess that nature just took its course and we both started finding ourselves becoming more and more interested in girls and our love making and our secret relationship began to slowly taper off.
I suspect that this was an experience shared by many boys out there who went through the same thing. When I was in college I tried having sex with a couple of other guys, but it was just for fun and was never loving or special and I quickly found it to be very disappointing, although it told me that really wasn’t gay which I had sometimes wondered about.
Now I’m happily married and have been for some time. Although I do think back to that time and the love that I did share with another boy and just how special and wonderful that was. No, my wife doesn’t know. Although she has admitted to having been somewhat bisexual with a girlfriend or two when she had been younger, so I don’t think that she would necessarily be shocked by my experience. But for right now, that’s just my personal memory which I treasure and savor.
Anywa, I just wanted to add my story on here and hope that others will enjoy it.