Learning And Enjoying

I am thirty-six and have been divorced for two years. I really have not had the desire to become involved in any sort of serious male-female relationships. I have been surprised to discover, though, just how many guys who are not gay are open to bisexual friendships.
With admittedly some trepidation I sort of tried this with a guy I had met. He was my age and also divorced and he sort of shyly let me know that he might be interest in maybe there being more between us. Well, I suppose that I was curious and we end up making it together a number of times and I found that I actually enjoyed that. It was refreshingly male and uncomplicated. Mostly it was just mutual masturbation and a little bit of oral sex.
Then I met another guy, again my age and divorced, and I found it much easier to enjoy being bisexual with him. This was the first time that I experienced anal sex, both giving and receiving. I found this unexpectedly and uniquely satisfying and in ways which I never had imagined.
In the beginning I felt that I needed to be secretive about it, but now I feel much more relaxed about being more open about this and I thoroughly enjoy the freedom of that. When and if the opportunity presents itself I am happy to indulge and enjoying kissing and being sexual with another male.
I think that there is a gay stigma attached to this, that you must somehow be gay but just don’t realize it, or that you are somehow less manly, when nothing could farther from the truth. Women have long enjoyed a certain bisexual acceptability in society, and I think that it’s high time that guys were allowed the same freedom.