Erika's Got A Gun

So I met this cool, super chill girl back in January at college, part of our little friend group. No big deal, we all hung out through the whole spring, and now she and I are doing summer classes so it's just the two of us. And she's cute, of course. Skinny, small tits, fantastic ass, always well dressed. We hang out in each other's form rooms , play video games, watch movies, and talk shit about everyone else. Typical stuff.

Yesterday things took a turn. We were playing OW in my room, she'd brought her PS4 over so we were playing for a long time. I couldn't help it, I just kept checking her out, looking at her cleavage and the little slip of lace pink bra o could see, looking at her legs and the white knee highs she was in with this plaid skirt that was short but not too short, smelling her because we were sitting so close on my bed. I was playing for absolute shit, too distracted.

The match ended, we were waiting for the next one to start. And then we were just kissing, I don't know who started it but it got heavy and quick. I was feeling up her tits, touching her tooth soft legs, squeezing her ass and getting my fingers in her almost black hair. Her leg was on my thigh, and then my cock over my shorts, her free hand in my hair and slightly pulling it around.

Clothes started disappearing, and that's when it happened. I saw those matching lace pink panties, and a cock sticking out of the top of them! Surprised, I stopped touching her suddenly and she noticed. There was an awkward silence, then she grabbed her clothes and went into my bathroom in silence. A few minutes later the door opened, and then she left my dorm room without saying a word.

She won't respond to my texts and I tried calling her. I just didn't know. I'm not gay, have never done anything with a guy. But I don't think of her as a guy, and I really just needed to process what I saw and what happened. My family is pretty liberal, hell my mom came out as a lesbian three years ago (and weirdly set my dad up with her stepsister as an allie oop on her way out). It's not family, it's not our friends, it's not what people will think (no one would fucking know anything anyway). I just needed a minute to decide in the moment what I have since decided. I would have kept going had I known beforehand, I think.

Now I think I've lost my best friend and that sucks. I don't know what to do.