I Told My Wife I Don't Care Who Fucks Me

I don't know how to feel. I just ended up confessing to my wife that this month my hormones are through the roof. I can't controll it and it's been getting worse.

I told my wife tonight "I don't care if it's you or if you find someone to do it, but I need to be fucked hard bad" and I just don't know why I even said it.

I'm just that horny this month and it's not gotten any better. Masterbation hasent helped, what sex I've gotten hasent helped, and I don't care who ends up fucking me. I just need sex, and that scares me.

Also in case people question "gender neutral", I'm Non binary and use She They, prefer females. Site dosent really have a good NB option, sorry.