Flipped?

I'm struggling with trying to understand myself. I have always loved sex with women. I love to make them cum. It's even a bigger deal to me than cumming myself. I love to eat pussy and can eat a nice clean shaved one for as long as she wants. I love squirters and let them squirt in my mouth and try to drink it all up like a good boy. I love nice big nipples and clits and have never found men sexually attractive in any way shape or form.

I went on a short vacation to Savannah a few weeks ago. Nothing special just three days of R&R. Play a little golf, go to the beach, yadda, yadda, yadda. So on the first night I meet my friends at a bar-restaurant for some food and drinks. Well there's this hot redhead sitting at the bar and when I went up there to get a beer she struck up a conversation with me. She was very sweet and southern and had the prettiest smile. To make this long story short, I invited her to our table and we all ate and drank too much but we had a great time. We all get up to leave and my friends all left to their hotels and I asked Billie for her number, which she gave me so I text her so she has mine. She kissed me good night, and I head off to walk to my hotel. It was only about a half mile away. I'm not a block away and I get a text. The text says hey, turn around. So I do. There she is just a few yards behind me. I laughed and said are you stalking me? She says what if I were? I said, then I'd be one lucky guy. She wrapped her arms around me and then kissed me passionately. It was a very hot kiss, I started getting hard even. We break the kiss and she says, take me home with you, and you can do whatever you want to me. I couldn't believe my luck. I said really? Yes baby, whatever you want.

Now I was thinking maybe she's a hooker or something but I was too drunk to care and my dick said don't fuck this up, so we walked to my hotel and get in my room and the clothes are coming off fast and furious. She's got some sexy black bra and panties on and nice tits and beautiful butt. I'm in heaven. She drops to her knees and starts sucking my cock like she's starved for it. It wasn't but a couple of minutes into it and I can feel I'm going to cum. I say, I'm going to cum if you don't stop. She didn't stop. She grabs my ass and pulls me so my cock goes all the way down her throat and she's doing some kind of sucking and gulping or something and I start cumming. I could barely keep my balance, but finished pumping my cum down her throat. I fell back onto the bed and she got on the bed with me. I told her that was the most amazing and best blow job I ever had. It certainly was. I told her I was probably too drunk to get hard again but I'd eat her pussy all she wanted. Well... I'm sorry Phil, I don't have one of those. I said what??? She said well I wasn't born with one. I'm sorry, I probably should have said something earlier, but I really like you and was afraid if you knew, you might not like me.
I was in disbelief. There was no way she was trans. She was gorgeous. No Adams apple. No manly features at all. Now that I looked down and saw her erection popping out of her panties, which was bigger than mine, I mean it was impressive. Big long and thick,
I really didn't know what to think. But I guess either being drunk or just curious I kissed it. She pulled her panties off and I started sucking it. I liked the way it felt to be honest. I liked the taste of it too. The precum was salty sweet. I enjoyed making her moan. I did my best to not scr**e my teeth on it but it was pretty fat and hard not to. I don't know if I was very good at it but she did cum after a few minutes and I swallowed it. But it kind of made me gag. I had to go spit in the sink.
I told her that was my first and she said I did good for my first time. We laid in bed and kisses for a bit and fell asleep.
When we woke up I had morning wood and she gave me some more great head then asked if I wanted to fuck her. I love anal so of course I agreed and she grabbed some lube out of her purse and lubed up her ass and I knelt behind her and she guided me into her tight little asshole. It was sublime. I fucked her slow at first then she said just fuck it like you want to, dont worry about me. So I pounded her hard and fast and shot my load deep I to her ass. It was awesome. While I was pounding away I guess she jerked herself off and came too. We showered and went out to breakfast and agreed to meet for dinner later. I played golf that day and told my friends I wasn't going to meet them for drinks later because I had a date. I didn't tell them about my sexcapades though.
Billie and I went to dinner then back to my hotel and sucked and fucked. Then she asked if she could fuck me. Now, I had never thought I'd do it. But I'll be honest I really liked her. She was so sweet and funny and sexy. So I told her ok but if it hurts too much she'll have to stop. She agreed. I'm not going to give a play by play here but she took her time and it only hurt a little to be honest. Then it started feeling really good. I mean wow. It was amazing. After a few minutes, I was groaning and begging her to fuck me harder. I jerked off while she pounded my virgin ass and I came hard as I ever had while she was shooting her load in me. I was in love.

For the rest of my time in Savannah we fucked each other at least 10 more times. Ok I fucked her twice more and she fucked me at least 8 more times if I recall correctly. I love it. It's all I can think about now. I want her in my ass as I write this. Savannah is three hours away. She's agreed to visit me every other weekend and I'll visit her the other ones.
She was here this past weekend and fucked me silly and I did not fuck her one time. She confessed that she is more of a top and is happy that I like getting fucked. I told her I never knew I'd I like it but I love it and I'm all hers and hope she feels the same. She said she's always wanted a boyfriend but never has hada real one and would I be hers. I said I'd like that.

I don't know where this will end up. But I think I'm in love with a trans girl. I love her cock in my ass at least.