Facesitting

Is it weird that I am a 18 years old girl who love to be used by much older and bigger women
I like to carry them around put her on my back or she sit on my shoulders and make me struggle with all of her wieght on me
I lick to put my face in her pussy and eat it like there is no tomorrow
I like to feel her sitting on my face cut my air way til i pass out under her huge ass
And she wake me buy jumping so hard on my face almost breaking my nose

I want her to slap me spit on me make me her dirty used slut