My Woman Self Is In Overdrive

I am writing this mostly to see if my experience is something like other women's. One day, I was in my early twenties, I got out of the shower and dried off and stood in front of the mirror and realized I wasn't a girl anymore. There in front of me was a woman. It took me a while to appreciate it. The girl I was was gone forever. 5' 7", 150 pounds, big baby making hips, large breasts, big nipples, natural brown hair, brown eyes. I thought of being pregnant, turned side to side. I got dressed slowly. I got rid of those young girl clothes, gave away a lot of my young girl j*welry.

I was a woman and I needed to find a man and I needed to get pregnant. It wasn't a thought anymore, it was real. Baby fever hit me hard and it wasn't satisfied until I got pregnant. And 'had' to get married. I had three babies in three years. My husband is a simple man of simple tastes. I am a nester and I know I have overdone the house, but I want a home with all the trimmings. When my husband comes to bed I want to be a woman. I would gladly get pregnant again but he says three is one too many. I don't have any desire to go back to working, I want to get pregnant. My home isn't complete yet. That's all I want right now, another baby.