It's Time For My Wife To Find Out,

My wife's out, she went to her garden club meeting. The worst part about retiring is that there is nothing really to do, other than to make up stuff to do. I am not a social club type, and I am not the golf club type either. I spent my life in my business which I managed to sell so we could retire and moved here to this senior community. It is boring for me. Not my wife, she is in her element. She never worked during our marriage so this not working life is what she wants.

My thing is this, I am secret gay man. I have been all my life. Living in a small town where everyone knows everyone helped me develop what I think of as a stealth approach to gay hookups. My business required me to visit vendors and customers, mostly in the greater Chicago area, and that is where I concentrated my search for men. I admit freely that hunting like that is not successful except in very rare occasions so I used men for hire, which other than the cost, brought anonymity, variety and from time to time the opportunity to go way off on a limb. And as an older man finding someone is more difficult, and having a younger man come by to perform his services was welcome. Maybe I should say that as I grew older I liked a more aggressive approach, and some pain helped as I have lost sensitivity. I'm 70.

So here I am, my wife is at the garden club. I met one of the other retired guys here at of all places the grocery store while my wife shopped and found out in a roundabout way that he enjoys having fun with another man. We got together some weeks ago while his wife was visiting friends in Boston and we swam around naked in his pool, and he is quite able to sustain an erection and I was able to get some of my pent up desire met by giving him a very long blowjob and helping him give me a mouthful of his very tasty semen. Since then we have met a few more times and he prefers to be dominant and I am quite comfortable being passive and I was ok with having him perform anal sex on me. Who doesn't like a good fuck?

He is on his way over, he told me he is juiced up (aka he has taken his wonder meds) and he is looking forward to getting naked in the pool and he wants lots of attention. We stopped using condoms, he doesn't want to and I don't want to. I am looking forward to the end game, which is a good long fuck. I really do like it and I really do want it. I can't wait. But our game today is to get it done before my wife comes home, which I have 'no idea' when that will be.

I am both scared of getting caught and thrilled at getting caught. My plan is for her to walk in while Joe is on my back balls deep in my ass. I do know when she will be home, Joe does not and I will time my activities so that she finds me, it's time she knew that her husband of 44 years wants to suck on a cock and not fuck her 64 year old c**t. She can have her garden parties, I want mine too. I want to suck on Joe's cock in my living room. And I want to be fucked on my bed. Is that too much to ask for a 70 year old man who has lived in the closet all his life scared shitless of being found out?