HELP ME

i haven’t had sex in around 3 years , porn doesn’t turn me on anymore and i’m always avoiding the offers of dick .

i’m not the prettiest 19 year old , i’m short plump and have no ass but huge tits and hate my appearance. but i need dick!

i have sex toys but they aren’t the same . i’m always pounding my pussy out late at night thinking of all the dick i could get .

but it’s not satisfying i need real dick i need a man hovering over my body touching every bit of me inside and out .. is that too hard to want??!

does anyone reccomned anything for me to help me with these cravings , i’m up for anything wether thats sex toys a site where i can meet people for sex . i just really need help