The Hen Do And My Terrible Mistake

I’m a happily married woman but have made a dreadful mistake. I’m terrified my marriage will be over if my husband ever finds out; although, I also want to tell him, so there are no secrets anymore. These memories are eating me alive and are ruining my life.

Two weeks ago I went on a hen do to London with about twenty women. I knew the bride and a couple of others; however, most I’d never met beforehand. The weekend was going well until Saturday night. I was having a good time and getting hammered in our lovely hotel restaurant. Some business types were staying there too, and four of them gate crashed our party. They were good fun and insisted on buying bottles of champagne etc. In the early hours of the morning, the restaurant and hotel bar closed, and five of the women and the four guys agreed to continue drinking in one of the men’s rooms.

I’ve always been quite reserved; however, I have no idea what came over me this night. Long story short, in the end, there was just me and another woman called Sarah who was about the same age as me in the room, the other went to bed. We ended up doing a strip for the guys, and they were taking photographs on their phones. Both Sarah and me ended up naked and kissing each other!

This next part is horrible, and I’m crying as I type this; we basically ‘serviced’ all the guys—blow jobs to start with, which was met by loads of cheering. At one point, the hotel security came to the room to tell us to keep the noise down. Sarah was the first to get fucked by two guys, and then I was fucked by the other two. The men then changed over, and I was fucked by the other two. I remember at one point they were spit roasting me on the bed, and I again knew that photographs, if not videos, were being taken. Until this night, I’d only ever slept with my first long term partner and then my husband. I’m so ashamed I let four strangers fuck me and without any protection.

The following day I was very sore and felt dreadfully ill. Sarah and I couldn’t even look at each other; it turns out she’s married too! Thankfully, we didn’t see the four guys again. I’m on the pill but did get myself checked out for STD’s; thank God all the results were negative. If I’d had just a one night stand with a man, I would tell my hubby, but I simply can’t explain letting four strangers fuck me. I’m also terrified the pictures or videos will turn up somewhere.