Good Memories

This is my confession about my time in high school.
I went to an all boys boarding high school where the dormitory was a large hall with 2 long rows of bunk beds arranged in pairs so there was no space in between a pair. You would be sleeping in your bed but just close to you would be your bed mate in his bed too.
It all started one day in my final year when I was quite tired from playing football(soccer) and I told my bedmate how tired my legs were. He offered to massage my thighs and I accepted the offer. He slid his hands in between my sheets, started massaging my thighs on top of my trousers and I really felt great. I slid my hands in his bed sheets too and I innocently started to massage his thighs as well. At some point it started feeling really nice and naturally I got a hard on. I continued to massage his thighs only making sure to go higher and higher each time. I eventually got to his dick and much to my surprise he was not hard. So I started to rub his dick on top of his trousers and he too got the cue and started to rub my dick. He found out I was hard and he was kinda taken back by this but at the same time he started to get hard. We rubbed each other's dicks for a few minutes and I started to go for his waist band to release his cock when suddenly he broke it off and pushed my hands away and withdrew his. He turned, faced the other direction and that's when it hit me I may have crossed the line as homosexuality is something looked down upon in my culture, county and continent. I wondered what came over me as I hadn't done anything like that before. No word was said for the rest of the night.
The next morning it was awkward facing him and guilt was eating me up inside for my actions. As we were in separate classes, I tried apologizing during tea brake and he was having nome of it. I tried again during lunch brake and he accepted the apology saying it was nothing and I should really just forget about it.
When we went to bed that evening I was surprised to feel his arm around my thighs massaging me. I was confused at first but I let him. To return the favour, I too slid my hands in between his sheets and went straight for dick and started rubbing it and he became rock hard instantly. He also rubbed my dick but it was hard before he even touched it. We played with each others dicks and eventually I pulled down his trousers and felt his dick. It felt so soft and so hard at the same time, it had a curve while mine is straight. He also pulled down my trousers and started rubbing my dick too. It felt so good getting a handjob from a different hand other than mine and at the same time thinking how close other students were to us. We played with each for a while until we came simultaneous each covering their stomach in their own cum.
That was the beginning of a 7 month period of wank sessions mostly initiated by myself. We tried fingering each other but that was not our thing as we only did it once and we both never liked it. I almost sucked his dick one day but I figured it was too risky as other students were just a few meters away from us maybe doing the same stuff we were doing. We never went past jerking off but I did try kissing him once and he was not up for it. I still wonder how we were never caught or even how the guys sleeping on the top bunks never suspected.
All these ended when we both completed our high school. Surprisingly we both went to the same university but we never got to do it again. I did try to bring up a conversation about it a couple of times but it was all in vain. I tried it once with another guy but it was not as fun so I never tried it again. I figured it was just a period in puberty but the problem is I am having flashbacks about it and I get really horny. We are still good friends but I don't think he would be up for it as I am married to a girl and I think he is seeing a girl too. I consider my self straight but then again I hate tags and titles. If you read this Paul hit me up