Feeling Guilty About Abusive Fantasies

My fantasies and role play all involve scenarios of submission, slavery, kidnapping, and other extreme power dynamics. The thing is i have never been abused at all, but I know that I am playing out somebody’s reality. It makes me feel very guilty and it’s hard to enjoy letting myself go in the bedroom anymore.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Aug 19, 2021 at 4:30 AM

Fantasizing about such risky activities could lead you to acting them out.
No fantasies, no guilt.
Let that somebody get into trouble.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Aug 19, 2021 at 7:22 AM

And it happened to me. At 33. I had a fantasy since I was around 14 that I would be carried off to some cave. I never had a face to this caveman fantasy, it was how I got wet at night and played with myself. Always the same fantasy, torn away and taken to cave and used by him (euphemism the word 'used').

At 33 I was living alone in an a large apartment complex working as a staff assistant in a big anonymous corporation with 400 other employees (company had over 10 thousand worldwide). Things got carried away on Margarita night with the girls and I was put in a car and taken to a house I had no idea where I was. He used me alright, I vomited when he stabbed himself down my throat. I had to clean up the mess without any clothes on, looking at him while i did it. After I cleaned up he pushed me down on the bed and held my legs open by the ankles and asked me why he should fuck my pussy and not my ass. I blurted out ten reasons but none were good enough for him and I got butt fucked. He left my pussy for last. I woke up in a stranger's bed, butt fucked, throat fucked and pussy fucked. In the light of day he examined me like a side of beef.

He drove me back to the restaurant where he picked me up to get my car and told me he would look me up. I never heard from him again. After that my fantasy was more about him than some caveman.

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Heathen44

by Heathen44 on Aug 19, 2021 at 7:58 AM

Throw out your guilt and enjoy your mind. You're the only one who gets to see it and your fantasies don't hurt anyone. Enjoy yourself and find someone who doesn't judge you for it.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Aug 19, 2021 at 8:24 AM

You're not alone. It's the #1 fantasy searched by women worldwide. Number Never Lie

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Aug 19, 2021 at 12:52 PM

Lots of women have this fantasy, my FWB is one. She would never do it for real, but we can role play it safely.

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