I Am Pretty Sure I'm Pregnant, I Will Probably Keep The Baby

My pussy was taken by force. I don't know who fucked me. It was dark and it was over the trunk of a car in a parking lot. I have had myself checked no STDs, and I don't think I would get pregnant this way but time will tell. The doctor at the STD clinic told me to expect the worst and plan for it. I think she knows something she isn't telling me.

I went home and washed my pussy out. You are not supposed to do that, but having all that stuff in me was driving me crazy. I washed out with warm water, then with a Douche and finally with a Coke. I don't think I had ever washed inside my vagina before. But the lady at the clinic said that luck may not be with me, when you are taken that way your cervix opens up and he shoots straight up into your uterus and you can't wash that out. It's natures bad joke on reproduction, force makes you more susceptible.

It's been two weeks, no sign of my period yet. I'm waiting? I guess I know it will not come, the lady was pretty firm about luck not going my way. I wonder how she knows, but I'm sure she has seen a lot. She is an Indian doctor, she told me that when she was training she saw so many pregnant girls she could tell just by looking in your eyes. She gave me this card for an adoption agency, she warned me about the 'other' option, she said every woman regrets it later, every woman. Period, no exceptions. Either plan on a new life in your life or work with an agency to place the baby before it is born. But do not give it away after it's born, every woman regrets it. Period, no exceptions.

I should have hailed a ride, but they are so expensive. I walked home, took a shortcut and got screwed along the way. It didn't even feel so bad, it was pretty quick really, it was over before I could think about it. I thought about it walking home. I got home and went straight into the bathroom and soaked myself in the tub pressing water into my vagina. I remembered that my roommate had a Summer's Eve Douche and I used that. Then I remember being told that Coke is good for it too. I didn't know about your cervix opening up like that.

I don't even care really, if I'm pregnant which I probably am I will keep the baby, a life in my life as the doctor at the clinic said.