So Many Seaman

I went on a fishing trip on a boat that slept 10 men they were all over 70 after a day fishing we dropped anchor in a secluded bay no one for miles.The booze flowed after dark and cocaine as well
They got me very drunk and high and got me naked to kneel on the floor while they stood around me me masturbating on my face trying to get it in my mouth
They were drinking and laughing and making me snort lines of coke of a guys 10 inch cock
They made me perform oral sex on all of them multiple times made me swallow there sperm
They had dinner while i went and had a shower to clean all of the cum of my face hair and body I was covered
I showered and had a nap till I was woken at at 3am
They were all sitting naked stroking there erect cocks looking at me
Undress he said,I did I got on all fours on the bed did about 5 lines of coke and a triple scotch it hit me just as the first cock slid in my asshole
For the next 8 days and nights all of them fucked me in unspeakable ways degrading ways that make me want to cry about I feel ashamed because I didnt say no I said yes more I enjoyed being used by a group of dirty old men.
I cant think about anything for long the images of what I did always come out to taunt me
I can here the constant moaning and groaning as they jerked off fucked me and came all over me and inside me
I feel so ashamed of my desires they haunt me
peace and love