Blowing Strangers

I have had multiple sexual experiences with other men before. Mostly, these were anonymous encounters at adult video arcades in town.
A couple of months ago, I ventured onto Grindr. Since then, I have been hosting men in my apartment. It started out slowly. I would have one man over to give a blowjob to in a week.
I used to consider myself bi, but now I find myself fantasizing exclusively about men. I look at men in public and wonder what his penis looks like, and what it would be like to have him ejaculate in my mouth.
Last week, I performed oral sex of 17 different men, including 5 in one day. They have ranged in age from 18 to 72. I know it's reckless and excessive, but it's like I'm addicted to the pleasure I get from making men orgasm.
I just needed to to tell someone. I am trying to slow down this obsession.
Thanks for listening.