Fun Times With Gay Cousin

I have a confession to make.
I had my first sort of gay experience with my gay cousin. He was passed out drunk and I was a little drunk and bored. I sat on the couch watching my drunk cousin asleep on the floor. I had a few dirty thoughts go through my head like taking my cousins shorts off and playing with his cock or maybe try giving a blow job for the first time.
Just the thought of it was getting me really horny and aroused , I pulled down my shorts and rubbed my hard meat staring at my cousin's ass.
So I said to myself fuck it im going to give it a try,so I got on the floor and moved over to where my cousin was passed out and put my hand on his ass , feeling his butt cheeks inside I was trembling with curiousity .
I rolled him on his back and untied his shorts and slowly pulled them off, he was shaved and hairless down there and that got me real horny, I softly caressed his cock wondering if he would wake up, his cock started to get hard as I started to stroke it. I wasn't sure if I could really do something like this? As I played with his balls I said to myself"the hell with it im going to give it a try.
I got between his legs ,stuck out my tongue and licked the tip of his cock,then I did it again it tasted salty I then licked his shaft up and down then I opened my mouth and took as much cock as I was able to, I have never sucked cock or ever did anything gay before.
So I went up and down sucking his cock and it actually had a rather good taste.
I was actually doing it I was giving a blowjob and loved it I sucked it and licked his balls, I saw he was dripping some precum so I gave that a taste mmm I like the taste,
I wanted to try more, so I rolled him to his side and put my face between his legs as I licked his ass, spreading his ass cheeks I licked his butthole it was nice I sucked his ass as I worked my tongue into his hole, I could taste his warm ass juice it was delicious I sucked his cock licked and tongued his hole for at least a hour, I stroked his cock till he came and I gave that a swallow it was warm and delicious.
I have never told him about what I had done and I think one of these days I just might and see what he says and maybe we could go all the way.