A Man Should Be Allowed To Ease Off

Hi guy's I'm married 10 years we have great sex no lie. It's just that I have a high sex drive, and I get horny for some crazy odd stuff! Some mornings I might wake up with the thoughts of my wife's past and the lovers she's been with, and I start getting jealous and horny, some days it might be panties, maybe I saw a women in some tight jeans and saw her panty lines thru the pants, and that made me horny for NOT THAT WOMEN BUT MINE. She's so insecure! She causes a huge problem when she finds out I've been watching porn and stuff, but my thing is I don't cheat on her I still come back to her pussy I mean a man should get a chance to ease himself off, if she doesn't want to play those days! I really don't know, I do everything to make her happy, she should at least give me grace to watch porn. Hell I know women would go wild on my 9 inch banana shaped cock but I don't go around showing women my big cock. It's starting to get irritating if you ask me. Ladies and gents what do y'all think. I know other women, even the ones we know I think will worship my size and my power to have sex.