Gay Male / 32
Sex With A Woman
My current boyfriend is bisexual, we've been dating on and off for the last 6 years. During this time, he's continuously asked me to have a threesome with him and a woman. I've always felt extremely uncomfortable with this since I consider myself gay. The only time I ever had sex with a female was when I was in college, and it was such a bad experience that I felt like it confirmed my sexuality even more.
In our free time we like to go to local raves and concerts and often-times take advantage of some illicit substances while doing so. A few months ago we met this girl at one of the shows and all three of us hit it off. There was definitely some sexual tension between her and my boyfriend, but I didn't think much of it at the time. We ended up exchanging numbers with her and the friends she was with, and decided to link up at other shows around the city. So after a couple months of getting to know each other and going to these shows, we invited her over to our house. We ended up partaking in our usual extra-curricular activities and thats when everything happened.
At first, her and my boyfriend straight up started making out in front of me. Normally I would've been extremely upset and probably would have left, but because I was super messed up I just sat there and watched. Eventually the girl came over to me and sat right on my lap and started kissing me next. I was uncomfortable at first but at the same time I felt kind of turned on, especially when I would make eye contact with my boyfriend and saw him encouraging me. So long story short, this turned into a full-blown threesome. Not only did she give me one of the best blow jobs of my life, but I found it to be incredibly sexy when i'd fuck her while my boyfriend would masturbate and watch. it even helped when he would grab my face and kiss me or push on my ass so i'd get into her deeper.
Needless to say the next morning, and the following weeks after I was CONFUSED. I had fought the idea of a threesome for so long and I never thought I would've enjoyed having sex with a female. Of course I started to question if I was really gay, maybe I was bisexual too? But then I wondered if I only enjoyed it because I was so high out of my mind, that anything would've felt good in the moment. A few weeks after, the girl started texting me and asking me about that night and how I felt. I was honest and told her how amazing it felt but how confused I was. She told me that she really enjoyed how I fucked her and wanted to experience it again, if I was okay with it. But this time she wanted to just meet alone.
So about a month later, she and I met up at her apartment. We ended up having INCREDIBLE sex. I was not high this time, and I can say honestly that I enjoyed every second of it. I felt nervous at first, but once we started, it was like my instincts took over and my body knew what to do. Since then, we've fucked almost weekly on the low, and it's all I can think about anymore.
It sucks because I haven't told my boyfriend (he is not opposed to open relationships so I don't think he'd be mad) but I am just scared because there is definitely a romantic part to my relationship with this woman, it isn't just sex anymore. I was wondering if anyone else has been through something similar? I feel like a completely different guy these days.
In our free time we like to go to local raves and concerts and often-times take advantage of some illicit substances while doing so. A few months ago we met this girl at one of the shows and all three of us hit it off. There was definitely some sexual tension between her and my boyfriend, but I didn't think much of it at the time. We ended up exchanging numbers with her and the friends she was with, and decided to link up at other shows around the city. So after a couple months of getting to know each other and going to these shows, we invited her over to our house. We ended up partaking in our usual extra-curricular activities and thats when everything happened.
At first, her and my boyfriend straight up started making out in front of me. Normally I would've been extremely upset and probably would have left, but because I was super messed up I just sat there and watched. Eventually the girl came over to me and sat right on my lap and started kissing me next. I was uncomfortable at first but at the same time I felt kind of turned on, especially when I would make eye contact with my boyfriend and saw him encouraging me. So long story short, this turned into a full-blown threesome. Not only did she give me one of the best blow jobs of my life, but I found it to be incredibly sexy when i'd fuck her while my boyfriend would masturbate and watch. it even helped when he would grab my face and kiss me or push on my ass so i'd get into her deeper.
Needless to say the next morning, and the following weeks after I was CONFUSED. I had fought the idea of a threesome for so long and I never thought I would've enjoyed having sex with a female. Of course I started to question if I was really gay, maybe I was bisexual too? But then I wondered if I only enjoyed it because I was so high out of my mind, that anything would've felt good in the moment. A few weeks after, the girl started texting me and asking me about that night and how I felt. I was honest and told her how amazing it felt but how confused I was. She told me that she really enjoyed how I fucked her and wanted to experience it again, if I was okay with it. But this time she wanted to just meet alone.
So about a month later, she and I met up at her apartment. We ended up having INCREDIBLE sex. I was not high this time, and I can say honestly that I enjoyed every second of it. I felt nervous at first, but once we started, it was like my instincts took over and my body knew what to do. Since then, we've fucked almost weekly on the low, and it's all I can think about anymore.
It sucks because I haven't told my boyfriend (he is not opposed to open relationships so I don't think he'd be mad) but I am just scared because there is definitely a romantic part to my relationship with this woman, it isn't just sex anymore. I was wondering if anyone else has been through something similar? I feel like a completely different guy these days.
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