Cousins Gay Ex

I'm straight and love women, but I just texted my gay cousins ex partner ( Darryl) and invited him camping just Daryl and I! I told Daryl to wear a thong bikini and leggings for our camping trip. And he responded " yes , anything else you want to dress in that you like?"
Is it wrong of me to text Daryl? Him and my cousin broke up months ago.
He knows I'm straight! Do you think Daryl has some kind of idea of of why I texted him about going camping?
I asked him to send me some pics in thong bikini and leggings and Daryl agreed to send me pics of him. I'm hard just confessing this! I can't wait to masturbate to his pic's and really can't wait to go on the camping trip!
You know I'm going to have my first time you know what with Daryl.
What would you do? Would you take the opportunity to have some sexual fun?