Dearest Cousin

I feel terrible but do masterbate to r my cousin back in 2003. I lost my apt lived in a motel a good year and couldnt keep up with my bills eventually. My cousin told me to come live with her to get back up. She is hot silky brown hair mean body up and down very curvy. I would just take quick looks uf she wasnt looking bending over to clean or passing by living together. One day she didnt know I was home and she was totally nude in a thong came out of the bathroom hallway and boom I turned the corner and ther she was she screamed and ran to her room omg idk you were here dint look at me.
I was shocked and felt fucking awesome at the same time! I always wondered if something like this mite happen and it did! Her thong was micro looked like it was going to pop any second and her ass and tits were just firm and bouncing all the way to her room it was fast but also in slow motion. We never spoke about it as if it didnt happen but fr that point I always wanted it to happen again or hv sex with her somehow?? I started jacking off to her m ok moments when I wasnt around my girlfriends I had
I stared to look in the hamper and sniff her panties and found really hot kinky looking thongs. I think she started to know because she started to put her stuff at the very bottom vs just any kind of way so I took my time to get them and then try to put them back as exact as they were. A good time passes but she was down on her luck with guys somehow as hot as she was and had a good moment of low self esteem and I kinda became her counselor trying to get her out of it and we hung out more vs me away with my girlfriends as I had 3 at the time. She seemed to start acting like my girlfriend always calling when am I coming home etc. She knew and talked to them as they came over. One night were watching movie and shes down and eventually lays her head on my lap. I was like wtf. My dick started to get hard as she was wearing very tight shorts and sports bra like thing and her pussy looked like it was about to burst out her shorts it was so tight pressed against it!!
Shes says omg are you getting hard and moved back up to sit. It was silent as we watched the movie. I felt like she was trying to flirt with me or tease and wanted sex and I made a move to just grab her hard and kiss her.
She resisted and I was like come on and in my head thinking shes just making sure to put up some fight but wants it. She sarted squirming and hitting me hard and I was like hey wtf she was like wtf are you doing I dont want that?!! She actually got the remote and slapped me with it hard. I became enraged and I jumped in top of here started groping her tits and squeezing her round thighs and ass and pressing my wood into her pussy shorts still on. She cried screamed but I didnt stop and r everything off. She pleaded even held my dick to keep it fr foing in her but I just kept pushing and fighting I gave it to her hard and was so turned on by the control even tho I knew she ment stop that I just couldnt. I made sure to suk her tits and turn her mean ass over and drill it like i was going to jail so make this sex for the last time good. I nutted a little in her pulled out and all over her back it was so good and i never came that much in my dam life fr the thrill of power I guess on a bodacious body!
She sd nothing kept crying sd how could you do this to me went to her room slowly and to this day never sd nothing about it. I was waiting for the police nervous not sure if I should run etc thinking ok late tonight there coming ok tmrrw and they never came?? I was always on edge. To end this story Shes married and 3 kids now
We see each other off and on on family gatherings and I am confident now she never will say anything but I do wonder why? She really did not like what happened at all was crying real tears fought me scratched me deep wounds and I feel bad now but at the same time cant stop getting erect when I think about it even as I confess, it was the best sex I ever had or better than sex.
Has anybody done something like this?
Those of you that dont like it it's only becuase you never lived it
I am thankful tho she hasn't had me turned in or told the family. Things aren't hunky dory she just says hi and goes about her way and I go mine. I think the family notices something isn't rite so I play it off like I have to leave for work to shake things off and it seems to work.
State safe fr covid everyone, peace.