Is It Really Cheating Tho

I am married and bored with my sex life with my husband. I talked to him about spicing things up and he's all for it..he says. When i mention it with a chance of it coming true he backs down and get to nervous about what the after affects could be. I have talked to him about how i want to be DP'd. I have wanted to try this for some time now. Anyways he keeps backing out so i went and found 2 guys that would help me out. In my younger days i use to hangout out and fool around with some dudes so I reached out to them with almost like a desperation text. Luckily both said yes. 1 had a girlfriend the other was divorced at the time. Now i don't know if it matters to you or not but both guys were black. So within days of my text to them we setup a date to try this out. Now with my husband working weekends i offered up our home during the day. The guys showed up early afternoon and things got heated fast in good way and we didn't waste much time at all. They brought weed and some booze so after about an houri was a little high and i was underneath 2 good size cocks sucking like it was my last dick to suck. I was sucking them both a little wet and sloppy when they both stood up and told me to get ready. One guy layed down and was riding him while i sucked the other for a couple minutes he then went around back and started grinding his cock on my ass playing with my hole. He again asked if i was ready and i was so wet with excitement and just told him to stick it up my ass. He then spat a couple times on my asshole then worked his dick in. At first yes it was painful but the pain felt good if that makes sense. I could feel my asshole stretching and stretching as he went deeper and again painful yes but in the best way. He then started a nice pace in and out with the other dick in my pussy. This was exactly what i wanted. the 3 of us sweating like crazy the hot dirty smell Dp that i wanted. A short while after both dudes were going to cum so the one in my ass came inside me and after that i let the other guy i was riding climb on top of me and cum on my tits when he was done he asked if he could have a turn on my ass so i said sure. He ass fucked me for a good couple of minutes when he came in my ass like the other guy. I was spent, i was sore and my asshole felt very open hahaha but even more i felt incredibly happy and satisfied with what just took place. The guys cleaned up and left saying "let us know if you need us again" i hugged them and they went off. I took and shower and got myself cleaned up. My ass was sore but i felt complete. I then cleaned up the house open the windows lit some candles so when my husband came home hopefully he wouldn't notice. So was it cheating? i mean my husband denying me of something i really wanted to try in life..maybe, or maybe it was just a blip.. After i did feel guilty and bad about it that i took that route. A couple weeks later i offered up my ass to him saying "hey you wanna try anal tonight' sure he said and followed through with it and he liked it. So now when we have sex he will turn me over on my belly and go straight for my ass and as an added bounce i will suck his dick from my ass and tell him to give me a nice big facial " which he definitely will do without hesitation" So i think all is fine he doesn't need to know and if i get that double stuff craving again I'll just shoot a text or asked my husband to see if he is willing and go from there. And a little advice for the women who want to try ass to mouth make sure you douche first because sucking a cock that has a little bit of your own shit on it.....not the best.