I Was Played

I was married to a very humbled and loving person but i guess i was too dumb to see that. As dumb as i was, an ex who was going through her own marital problems and wanted out of her marriage contacted me. Started lying to me... All while she is using me to help her out of her marriage while at the same time she broke mine. We started cheating... Which i regret so much. The poor guy didn't deserve what we did to him even worse my fiance didn't deserve any of those because she was good to me. They both fought for their marriages tried to sit us down and went for counseling but she had her heart set that she was leaving. Parents tried to intervene even at church but we never listened. Only now after everything settles do i realise that i was being used. I had my own fair share of role i played but i feel used.