Threesome Regret

My wife and I had dirty talked many times about having an MMF threesome and after a lot of talk we decided to go ahead and do it. We tried to find a guy online but things kept falling through or we just met creeps so she ended up reaching out to a casual friend of hers. He agreed to do it and thought it would be fun. The night came and we were really nervous, we had him over to our house and had a bunch of drinks. To break the tension my wife left the room and came back topless. That was all it took and soon we were all naked and she was on her knees sucking our dicks. I have a pretty small dick and he was well above average so it was kind of embarrassing but also exciting. Soon we were playing with my wife and sucking her tits and kissing her. She said she was so wet and turned on and had me lay on the bed so she could sit on my face. She climbed on top and we were 69ing. Then came a bit of a shock, the other guy climbed behind her and pushed his dick in her pussy as I was eating her out. He proceeded to fuck her right on top of my face. She was going wild and begging for it harder. She had stopped sucking me and was just jerking me at this point. Then he pushed all the way in and I heard him grunt as he came inside her. He pulled out and at the same time she pushed her pussy into my mouth and told me to make her cum. As I licked her and she eventually came she pushed out all of his cum into my mouth. I ended up swallowing the entire load. She then jerked me off until I came all over myself.

I couldn’t get hard again as I was just so embarrassed by what happened. He proceeded to fuck her again in front of me as she tried to get me hard. I was limp the entire time and he came inside her again. He left and she cuddled with me after while still full of cum. I am so embarrassed by it all and even more so that she is asking to do it again.