I'm Doing Ok Now, Have A Guy, Have A Girl, How I Cannot Be Happy

In my senior year of high school my father died of a heart attack. No life insurance, my mother's job was low paying, we got evicted from the apartment we lived in, ended up living with at my mother's aunt. I had to get a job, got my GED two years later, joined the Navy to use the GI Bill when I finished my enlistment. I left the Navy, went to city college, worked part time, finished my degree when I was 28. I stayed away from men.

I got an entry level job as an accounting clerk. A so and so got me in his sights and took my virginity without asking. He tied me down, and kept me on a leash. I met an ex of his and we became friends. One day we agreed to give him something to worry about. We got in bed and pretended to have sex when he walked in, he got over excited and he ended up taking a piece out of us.

From then his ex and me became really close, and we decided to try it out and we liked having sex together. He still got his piece, but we became steady girlfriends and lovers. I turned 30 as a make believe lesbian, still on my guy's leash, working as a junior accountant.

I am now 35, I still live with my girlfriend, still lovers, still on his leash. I suppose I am really bisexual, and my girlfriend too. We just aren't quite lesbians, and we both like me being on a leash, we tug at it but have no real desire to break his hold on me. Once in a while the snap of the whip gets the wet started.