Straight Male / 31
This Is A Broken Heart Story, Not A Lust One...
# 47841 - by The fool - October 29, 2020---This was my first and only story here...
I still think about my long lost brother every day. I wish I sent a text sooner letting him know how much he meant. I love him as a brother, and I lost a brother... whenever I think about him though, I think about the woman who owns my heart. When him and I were close, I was dating the woman who is my soul mate.... I posted a year ago about how I would see her at his funeral. I did. I am married, I have a daughter I would die for without a 2nd thought... My ex and soulmate is engaged. I wouldn't want to ruin what she has with my situation of being married with a daughter...
In my last post, I remarked about how I was too insecure about myself, I didn't think I could provide for both of us, and we followed different religious beliefs. I'm not overly committed to my beliefs, but I bitched out and didnt want to explain to my parents that my future wife had different beliefs...
If anyone reads this, follow your heart. I love my daughter more than anything, My wife and I make a fuck ton of money. We are barely in our 30's and both have 7 figure savings accounts. I havn't worried about 'spending too much' on a purchase in probably 7 years, and the last time I checked my account before making a purchase was writing a straight check for a mercedes E350.
Money really isnt everything though. I was so scared of not being able to provide, that I pushed away my true love for someone I thought could provide for me... Now we are rich, and have a daughter that is my whole world, but I never go more than 12 hours with out thinking of my soul mate that I pushed away. SEF should be SEM.
I still think about my long lost brother every day. I wish I sent a text sooner letting him know how much he meant. I love him as a brother, and I lost a brother... whenever I think about him though, I think about the woman who owns my heart. When him and I were close, I was dating the woman who is my soul mate.... I posted a year ago about how I would see her at his funeral. I did. I am married, I have a daughter I would die for without a 2nd thought... My ex and soulmate is engaged. I wouldn't want to ruin what she has with my situation of being married with a daughter...
In my last post, I remarked about how I was too insecure about myself, I didn't think I could provide for both of us, and we followed different religious beliefs. I'm not overly committed to my beliefs, but I bitched out and didnt want to explain to my parents that my future wife had different beliefs...
If anyone reads this, follow your heart. I love my daughter more than anything, My wife and I make a fuck ton of money. We are barely in our 30's and both have 7 figure savings accounts. I havn't worried about 'spending too much' on a purchase in probably 7 years, and the last time I checked my account before making a purchase was writing a straight check for a mercedes E350.
Money really isnt everything though. I was so scared of not being able to provide, that I pushed away my true love for someone I thought could provide for me... Now we are rich, and have a daughter that is my whole world, but I never go more than 12 hours with out thinking of my soul mate that I pushed away. SEF should be SEM.
