I Have A Free Use And Noncon Fetish (receiving)

I've had kind of a noncon fetish for awhile now. I often think about being being on the receiving end of forced sex without warning, to the point that I sometimes put myself in more vulnerable situations than I normally would. Like wearing a short skirt without underwear, or a tight shirt without a bra, or letting strangers bring me drinks when I go out. Nothing has happened yet, but it makes me so horny that I get dumb and start thinking with my pussy. I imagine waking up, being pinned down, and full of cock, or all tied up, with a big fat dildo in my c**t, and a vibrator on my clit, with no explanation except that it's all that sluts like me are good for.

It's kind of a turn-off when someone asks me for consent. I want them to take it. I want to be told what to do, not asked. I don't want the option to say no. I want to be manhandled and groped by strangers, acquaintances, and friends alike. I want to be having a conversation with someone and have everyone in the vicinity feel free to fuck me in any hole without warning, and I want no one to do anything about it.

I want strangers on the internet to just know that I'm a horny, brainless slut who deserves everything they want to do to her.

At least I can have the last one eh?