I Did Something Kinky

I just had my first IUD put in and me and my boyfriend just had sex a few hours ago. We decided we’re still gonna wear condoms for a few weeks until my body has time to accept the IUD! After we finished he took the condom off and he threw it in the garbage in the corner of my dorm but after he left I jumped out of bed and grabbed it out and i propped my phone up and I made a little porn of me masturbating and I let the cum drip out onto my pussy and it made me so wet having his babies on my pussy for the very first time and I used him as lube to rub over my clit and I fingered myself and I know some of him got inside me and i’m still horny by it knowing his little swimmers are probably trying to get up inside me to fertilize me! I sent him the video but I just told him the white creamy stuff was from me and i’m a little scared to tell him what I did because I don’t want him to get mad