Couldn't Take It Anymore

Months ago, I was in a brief relationship (about 2 months) with a girl on a dating site that lived near me. I hit her up and things went pretty well I took her on a date and soon enough she wanted to be in a relationship I happily accepted while it was great to be with them in the beginning it unfortunately went down hill she stopped responding to my messages and just seemed to start disappearing for days while she was neglecting our new relationship I was becoming sexually curious about men and after a heated argument with my ex I said fuck it and downloaded Grindr it wasn't long before I found a match I met up with him and I sucked his dick yes I did swallow to say something awoke in me would be an understatement I became an absolute cum addict I found another dude who agreed on a regular thing and I sucked his dick almost every night for the last month of our quickly declining relationship