Bi-Sexual Male / 44
Just Want To Experience That Feeling Again
Like with most things, it's complicated. Back when I was growing up there was an active queer community down by the movie theaters. At least that was the rumor. Once I started driving I would cruise down there and park in the garage and I got hit on several times. I liked this one man who was well dressed and I noticed he had on a nice watch. He drove a Cadillac and I followed him and we went to this house in the blue collar part of town, parked in the back and went in through the kitchen door.
When he started kissing me I got real nervous and he stopped and I told him I had never done that before. He was very nice and helped me get over my nervousness. He wanted to make love, not just a quick fuck. We both were naked and he showed me how to hold his dick while he kissed me and ran his hands all over my body. He performed oral on me and had me perform oral on him, and it wasn't until the end that he told me that he really liked me and we should have that night for us and he wanted to be my first. Intercourse was so good, I loved it, he was very gentle, he used lots of lube to ease himself in, and he made love to me. I know because no man ever made love to me again.
All my life I have longed for that embrace, to feel wanted and loved like that again. To feel a man completely inside of me making love to me. But as a married man, a man with responsibilities, a man who can be identified if i am not careful, it is always an anonymous man in an anonymous hotel in an anonymous town. It is always for money, he comes, he takes care of business, he leaves. Cash only. No lights. I have to be very careful.
When he started kissing me I got real nervous and he stopped and I told him I had never done that before. He was very nice and helped me get over my nervousness. He wanted to make love, not just a quick fuck. We both were naked and he showed me how to hold his dick while he kissed me and ran his hands all over my body. He performed oral on me and had me perform oral on him, and it wasn't until the end that he told me that he really liked me and we should have that night for us and he wanted to be my first. Intercourse was so good, I loved it, he was very gentle, he used lots of lube to ease himself in, and he made love to me. I know because no man ever made love to me again.
All my life I have longed for that embrace, to feel wanted and loved like that again. To feel a man completely inside of me making love to me. But as a married man, a man with responsibilities, a man who can be identified if i am not careful, it is always an anonymous man in an anonymous hotel in an anonymous town. It is always for money, he comes, he takes care of business, he leaves. Cash only. No lights. I have to be very careful.
