My Secret Desire And Fetish

I have a serious confession and it started when I was about 13. When I was 13 my mom took me and my brother to a family get together and we had a whole bunch of family together. There was a wife of one of my uncles there and she was wearing a loose kinda summer dress that was black and went just under her knees. Nothing was really sexy about it just a plain summer dress! She was probably about 35 at the time and in decent shape! She and my uncle has three kids and she had a 7 month old baby at the time so her breasts were bigger to feed the baby. She also had a decently sized ass as I would go into the room at times and sometimes stare at in without anyone looking. And my desire for older women that are moms began. She was sitting on the couch and I was standing in the doorway that sat a few feet behind her and she got up to go get more water in her cup and her dress that she was wearing got stuck on her back and when she got up I saw her entire ass in a aqua bikini style panties she was wearing and I couldn’t believe my eyes. It was the first time I had seen a grown womans ass besides in porn I watched when I was younger. I couldn’t ever get the thought of her beautiful ass out of my head and I remember jacking myself off at night to her ass and it made me cum so hard and it made me create so much cum and it was always messy when I jerked off to her. I now have a kink for woman in there thirties and with kids that have been divorced for a while and ones that have been craving dick. I just want to hook up with a single mom that has been dependent on a vibrator for so long and hasnt had a bulge throbbing cock stuck inside her for years. I just want to lay her down and fuck her c**t badly and tie her hands together and duct tape her mouth shut and just give it to her. I want to learn what she likes and work with her body and force her to cum on my cock! I want to feel her body tense up and I want to hold her down and give it to her even harder when she finishes and put another baby inside her