Crush From High School

I consider myself a straight man, but my senior year of high school I had sexual encounters with one of my friends...

He and I were in a band together for a few months, so we would link up at each others houses after school and on the weekends. He was openly gay and was very flamboyant, the complete opposite of me. I was kind of shy and pretty much a loner, so he was one of the few friends I had. Anyway, the more we hung out and played music together, the more we took a liking to each other. I had never had sex with anyone, let alone another guy, so I was completely shook when he tried to touch me for the first time. I never really cared about my sexuality at that point lol I just knew I was young and horny and didn't mind the casual advances from him now and then.

Eventually I let his advances go farther and farther each time, finally leading to him sucking me off. This kind of became a routine - after every band practice he'd stay behind and he'd jerk or suck me off in my room. I never returned the favor because I felt nervous and uncomfortable, but I definitely did NOT mind him making me cum. So this went on for a few months, and eventually I let him penetrate me. The first couple of times it hurt and felt uncomfortable, and then it started to feel pretty amazing. But then our time got cut short. Right after graduation he and his family moved across the country so he could attend college.

For the first year or so of college I slept around with both guys and girls here and there, but eventually settled down with my (now) wife. We married 3 years ago and have a kid together. But here's where it gets crazy! So I had kept in touch with my friend from high school on Facebook, we would chat every now and then but it was never anything serious. Last year he actually ended up moving back to our hometown (where my wife and I had relocated together after college) and I ran into him a few times around town. Eventually we ended up meeting for coffee and I even invited him over for dinner with my family. Flash forward a few months and we're playing music at his house like old times. Long story short, we end up having sex. This is the first time I've felt anything for a guy since those days back in high school. It was crazy and I had NO idea how to feel.

My wife knows I slept with a few guys when I was younger, but didn't know that this friend was the one had taken my virginity in high school. Plus, I always considered myself straight and never figured I'd be sleeping with another guy after getting married. I'm scared to tell my wife what's been happening, not just because it's cheating, but because I'm not sure how she'll take it knowing that I've been fucking a man again. To be honest, I'm not sure if this is just because I've been bored with my sex life in my marriage, if I'm actually bisexual, or if I really have feelings for the friend from my past. All I know is that it's even better than what I remember from our times in high school!

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by Anonymous on Nov 2, 2021 at 8:03 AM

I'm 66yo same story. Married 45 yrs. I've started sucking cocks again after a 42 year of being obstinate to such longing temptations. I don't feel it is taboo anymore. Like the old saying: "Once you do something kinky a few times, it don't seem kinky anymore. I really enjoy a cock in my mouth. Just the way I turned out....

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by Anonymous on Nov 14, 2021 at 6:05 PM

Involve your wife in a 3 some! She'd enjoy it. DUH!!

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