Everything Is On The Table

I dream of being made a prisoner in my own secluded home, by a group or an enthusiastic single, who would strait-jacket me, with a heavy leather hood, then fuck both ends of me, endlessly, while subjecting me to wicked orgasm denial. The strait jacket is particularly appropriate, since I have to be fucking crazy to seriously wish such treatment upon myself, but I had this once before, and just can't stop obsessing about repeating it...suit a parolee or even a fugitive looking for a safe place to hide out till the heat dies down...I live alone, friendless and without family, so absolute secrecy is guaranteed...anyone see any possibilities in such a (hopefully) long-term arrangement?