It Seems I[m Not A Lesbian

Well, my confession is that I'm a closeted straight woman in a LT love affair with a man. I've been an out lesbian since college. I attended an all women's college in Connecticut. While there I fooled around, experimented, played with, dated other women. I was in an intense relationship with a genuine lesbian, and I let myself slip down that road. So much so that I identified as a lesbian and came out as a lesbian, in a lesbian relationship.

At work an experienced man, one of those that get your panties off without hardly trying, that man got my panties down and bent over his desk. I got fucked staring out the window at the city lights. He's fucked me ever since. He's married so it's convenient for me to be a lesbian. I have fallen in love with him. His wife has quizzed me about it, specifically asking if I loved him. She told me she was going to fight for him.

I have been seeing him, having sex with him, for six years now. I know I'm straight, no lesbian could love a man like I do, or want man sex like I do. But as to coming out straight?