Straight Female / 32
I Like To Fuck
Hi,
I'm Kayla, I'm thirty-two, married (4 years), I have two children (two girls 10 & 4-two dads) and yes I really like to fuck. In fact, I love to fuck. I could end this now but I'd at least like to share my story because although I have always liked to fuck, I haven't always indulged and a disapproving attitude towards casual sex. Until recent years I was somewhat prudish in that I fucked the guy I was with silly, but limited myself to him and only him and was actually disgusted by women who "slept around."
Now, I recognize that I was a hypocrite. Prior to dating my husband, I went through two periods where I was a mess. As in, I drank to much, partied too much and was desperate for affection which, shocker, led me to fucking a shit ton of random guys. Right out of high school I was ridiculous, probably blew or fucked at least twenty guys, half of whom I graduated with who always wanted a relationship afterward but who I ran and hid from because I was so embarrassed after I sobered up.
My second period of extended sluttiness (not that there's anything wrong with that all you beautiful sluts out there) was after my break-up with the father of my first child. He's a rich kid from a rich family who thought he owned me. He was controlling, abusive and selfish and displayed me like an ego boosting big game trophy. I'm lucky enough to be considered very pretty by a lot of guys (make-up helps a lot) and have a decent body (brunette, brown eyes, perfect (braces as a kid) dazzling smile, 5'7 135 large B-cups (and what my husband calls "pepperoni nipples" which he seems to like), slim hips, ok ass (could use a little more curvature-sad face) and legs I won't discuss (hate them). I used to hate my pussy (long and uneven lips) but I've grown to like it more and more. We're pretty much good friends now!
After my breakup, which was a long period of extended pain and stalking behavior and family pressure (both families), co-parenting nightmares and financial misery, I looked back and realized I had been acting just like I did after high school. Over an almost two year period, I'd blown or fucked around thirty guys. Usually after drinking which, like most, is when I would lose my self-control. A good dose of post fuck regret, a sprinkling of self-loathing and low and behold before you know it I was drunk again and the next random dude's dick would be in my mouth. Yay me!
I met my future husband, luckily while sober, didn't give him the time of day, met a few more times, got to know him (we have mutual friends) and ended up talking on-line a lot and soon ended up in bed and from that point on all I wanted was to be in his bed.
Some takeaways though. During my second slutty go round, I sucked a lot of dick but didn't like sucking dick. I liked that the guys liked it, I liked that I was (supposedly) really good at it (confirmed by my husband :) ), and I liked that it usually led to the guy sticking it in me because that was what I realized I really liked, loved actually. I love fucking, never realized how much I did, always fooled myself that it was ok, enjoyable but just a physical urge to be dealt with but damn I do love fucking. I love everything about it. I also began to love dicks, playing with them, sucking on them, everything. I love feeling a soft dick harden in my hands or mouth it's something I should (and wished) I had enjoyed all along).
I love the feeling of a hard dick pushing into my tight pussy, penetrating it, forcing itself into my body, slowly forcing my body to adjust, wetness growing, clit tingling, pussy gripping, then that incredible feeling of it sliding in and out, the sensation of pleasure mixed with intimacy with a subtle hint of vulnerability and then my fingers finding my clit, doing their magic, the pounding, the grunting, the groaning , fuck me my moaning and gushing as I cum, his emptying into me, his body going limp in satisfaction, me reveling in my power as a woman, the power of arousing and satisfying a man's desire the way I do. That little smile I can't hide that some of my co-workers (all but one a woman) recognize as a sign of recent satisfying sex giving my thoughts away. Yes there's no question I love fucking, especially with my husband. But not just him (that's a little foreshadowing for you lovers of story telling structure out there).
Now my days of being a hypocrite are over. I've accepted that I love to fuck, that I love dicks, or cocks, or whatever you prefer to call them (please just don't call them penises for the love of god). And I've accepted that yes, I love sex and want it all the time and I offer my apologies to those women I used to judge and look down on for indulging their sexual desires. I was the same, am the same, and owe you my regards and affections as I was a poorer person than all of you.
Because of my husband, I've learned that sex is a beautiful natural thing shared between people, which should be embraced to the level one desires and which is healthy for that person. I offer no apologies for enjoying sex!!!
My husband, the fun, open, caring, pervy guy that he is, enjoys bringing out the slut in me, enjoys showing me off, and sometimes treating me to the pleasures of another man, a new dick to enjoy, to explore, to pleasure. He never forces it, never degrades me, it's pure sexual joy when we have our shared fun. We like to let it build up, slowly, lot's of teasing, back and forth to where the guy is dying to get me out of my clothes and I'm dying to get at his dick lol.
I won't bore you with the details. I will say that when I do suck and fuck other men, it's out of desire, not drunkenness, not to fulfill some other desperate neediness but because I love fucking and I love dicks! My hubs is a wonderful man who's given me a wonderful life filled with all the things I could ever want. Including, you guessed it, lot's of sex (and more than my share of dicks!) .
Since we got married, I've been with twelve other single guys and three couples (fun!!!!). It's only been one-nighters three times (they were fun too!) but instead were mostly sexual relationships built on fun, trust and pleasure. I'm not ready to say that I "love" pussy yet but I do like it! I've even come to love just giving blow jobs more and more. I'm only thirty -two and it seems like I am just coming into my sexual prime. My husband says he's unleashed me on the world. It does feel that way sometimes.
I can be open about it. My closest girlfriends know about our "lifestyle". One wishes her husband was more like mine (she also loves dicks and sex and would love the freedom I have) and the other says she would never fuck a guy other than her husband (the only guy she's ever been with) but she is supportive and she likes to hear my stories. I tease her that she thinks of my extra guys when she's having sex with her hubs which she just laughs at. Hmmmm I think she's secretly horny lol. My mom knows and after awhile came around (she had no problem with the sex was just worried about safety (we have that covered).
My dad-does not know and we have no intention of him ever knowing. He has an explicit attitude about women that screams we belong to our men. My mom says he's "old school-he thinks men own their wives' pussies like we're an object." Yes, my mom uses the word "pussy" and also the word "cock". Very rarely does she use "dick" which is odd I guess since everyone else does.
Hubs family-no way lol. One of his friends knows-his wife somehow could just tell and asked me and I was honest. I think they either swing, have swung or want to swing (she has swinger radar) but they are friends and off-limits. Thy can find their own fun. She asks me once in awhile if we "still fuck around" and I tell her our stories. She pretends that she'd never get into it but she can't hide it-she wants to or already does. I can practically hear her pussy getting wet every time we have that conversation. I wished she'd be honest and share her real thoughts, plus I wouldn't mind hearing her stories (maybe I'll get a little wet myself-wink).
So that's me and my hubs and what we are about. I said I like dicks but I guess I really love em and I encourage any women who does to responsibly enjoy all of them you can get. Bye!
I'm Kayla, I'm thirty-two, married (4 years), I have two children (two girls 10 & 4-two dads) and yes I really like to fuck. In fact, I love to fuck. I could end this now but I'd at least like to share my story because although I have always liked to fuck, I haven't always indulged and a disapproving attitude towards casual sex. Until recent years I was somewhat prudish in that I fucked the guy I was with silly, but limited myself to him and only him and was actually disgusted by women who "slept around."
Now, I recognize that I was a hypocrite. Prior to dating my husband, I went through two periods where I was a mess. As in, I drank to much, partied too much and was desperate for affection which, shocker, led me to fucking a shit ton of random guys. Right out of high school I was ridiculous, probably blew or fucked at least twenty guys, half of whom I graduated with who always wanted a relationship afterward but who I ran and hid from because I was so embarrassed after I sobered up.
My second period of extended sluttiness (not that there's anything wrong with that all you beautiful sluts out there) was after my break-up with the father of my first child. He's a rich kid from a rich family who thought he owned me. He was controlling, abusive and selfish and displayed me like an ego boosting big game trophy. I'm lucky enough to be considered very pretty by a lot of guys (make-up helps a lot) and have a decent body (brunette, brown eyes, perfect (braces as a kid) dazzling smile, 5'7 135 large B-cups (and what my husband calls "pepperoni nipples" which he seems to like), slim hips, ok ass (could use a little more curvature-sad face) and legs I won't discuss (hate them). I used to hate my pussy (long and uneven lips) but I've grown to like it more and more. We're pretty much good friends now!
After my breakup, which was a long period of extended pain and stalking behavior and family pressure (both families), co-parenting nightmares and financial misery, I looked back and realized I had been acting just like I did after high school. Over an almost two year period, I'd blown or fucked around thirty guys. Usually after drinking which, like most, is when I would lose my self-control. A good dose of post fuck regret, a sprinkling of self-loathing and low and behold before you know it I was drunk again and the next random dude's dick would be in my mouth. Yay me!
I met my future husband, luckily while sober, didn't give him the time of day, met a few more times, got to know him (we have mutual friends) and ended up talking on-line a lot and soon ended up in bed and from that point on all I wanted was to be in his bed.
Some takeaways though. During my second slutty go round, I sucked a lot of dick but didn't like sucking dick. I liked that the guys liked it, I liked that I was (supposedly) really good at it (confirmed by my husband :) ), and I liked that it usually led to the guy sticking it in me because that was what I realized I really liked, loved actually. I love fucking, never realized how much I did, always fooled myself that it was ok, enjoyable but just a physical urge to be dealt with but damn I do love fucking. I love everything about it. I also began to love dicks, playing with them, sucking on them, everything. I love feeling a soft dick harden in my hands or mouth it's something I should (and wished) I had enjoyed all along).
I love the feeling of a hard dick pushing into my tight pussy, penetrating it, forcing itself into my body, slowly forcing my body to adjust, wetness growing, clit tingling, pussy gripping, then that incredible feeling of it sliding in and out, the sensation of pleasure mixed with intimacy with a subtle hint of vulnerability and then my fingers finding my clit, doing their magic, the pounding, the grunting, the groaning , fuck me my moaning and gushing as I cum, his emptying into me, his body going limp in satisfaction, me reveling in my power as a woman, the power of arousing and satisfying a man's desire the way I do. That little smile I can't hide that some of my co-workers (all but one a woman) recognize as a sign of recent satisfying sex giving my thoughts away. Yes there's no question I love fucking, especially with my husband. But not just him (that's a little foreshadowing for you lovers of story telling structure out there).
Now my days of being a hypocrite are over. I've accepted that I love to fuck, that I love dicks, or cocks, or whatever you prefer to call them (please just don't call them penises for the love of god). And I've accepted that yes, I love sex and want it all the time and I offer my apologies to those women I used to judge and look down on for indulging their sexual desires. I was the same, am the same, and owe you my regards and affections as I was a poorer person than all of you.
Because of my husband, I've learned that sex is a beautiful natural thing shared between people, which should be embraced to the level one desires and which is healthy for that person. I offer no apologies for enjoying sex!!!
My husband, the fun, open, caring, pervy guy that he is, enjoys bringing out the slut in me, enjoys showing me off, and sometimes treating me to the pleasures of another man, a new dick to enjoy, to explore, to pleasure. He never forces it, never degrades me, it's pure sexual joy when we have our shared fun. We like to let it build up, slowly, lot's of teasing, back and forth to where the guy is dying to get me out of my clothes and I'm dying to get at his dick lol.
I won't bore you with the details. I will say that when I do suck and fuck other men, it's out of desire, not drunkenness, not to fulfill some other desperate neediness but because I love fucking and I love dicks! My hubs is a wonderful man who's given me a wonderful life filled with all the things I could ever want. Including, you guessed it, lot's of sex (and more than my share of dicks!) .
Since we got married, I've been with twelve other single guys and three couples (fun!!!!). It's only been one-nighters three times (they were fun too!) but instead were mostly sexual relationships built on fun, trust and pleasure. I'm not ready to say that I "love" pussy yet but I do like it! I've even come to love just giving blow jobs more and more. I'm only thirty -two and it seems like I am just coming into my sexual prime. My husband says he's unleashed me on the world. It does feel that way sometimes.
I can be open about it. My closest girlfriends know about our "lifestyle". One wishes her husband was more like mine (she also loves dicks and sex and would love the freedom I have) and the other says she would never fuck a guy other than her husband (the only guy she's ever been with) but she is supportive and she likes to hear my stories. I tease her that she thinks of my extra guys when she's having sex with her hubs which she just laughs at. Hmmmm I think she's secretly horny lol. My mom knows and after awhile came around (she had no problem with the sex was just worried about safety (we have that covered).
My dad-does not know and we have no intention of him ever knowing. He has an explicit attitude about women that screams we belong to our men. My mom says he's "old school-he thinks men own their wives' pussies like we're an object." Yes, my mom uses the word "pussy" and also the word "cock". Very rarely does she use "dick" which is odd I guess since everyone else does.
Hubs family-no way lol. One of his friends knows-his wife somehow could just tell and asked me and I was honest. I think they either swing, have swung or want to swing (she has swinger radar) but they are friends and off-limits. Thy can find their own fun. She asks me once in awhile if we "still fuck around" and I tell her our stories. She pretends that she'd never get into it but she can't hide it-she wants to or already does. I can practically hear her pussy getting wet every time we have that conversation. I wished she'd be honest and share her real thoughts, plus I wouldn't mind hearing her stories (maybe I'll get a little wet myself-wink).
So that's me and my hubs and what we are about. I said I like dicks but I guess I really love em and I encourage any women who does to responsibly enjoy all of them you can get. Bye!
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