Thinking About A Customer's Cock

I feel like I'm going to Hell for saying this. I work in Customer Service and I just spoke with this real charming customer on the phone. He was a large, older black man. I hope we don't get in trouble, but he was flirting with me and I started flirting back. I got so wet when he was threatening to come up here and show me a good time. He was saying that if I was his girl I wouldn't need to work and that I'd be too busy doing other things. I tried to play it cool, but I was so horny thinking about being his. I want to just stay around the house all day. I want to cook, clean, and suck cock. I'd let him use any of my holes anyway he wants. I want him to ruin my tight pussy and fuck my ass like I'm his little white flesh light. I am touching myself thinking about him. Even better I'd want him to rough me up, beat me a bit if I wasn't a good wife for him. My boyfriend's cock isn't doing it. I need a dominant black man in my life.