I'm Meeting A Male Escort Today! Never Done This Before!

I'm really excited and nervous, because I finally gathered the courage to sign up on an escort service website and actually hook up with a male escort.

I messaged this guy two days ago, and we've chatted a little back and forth since. I told him that I've never done this before, and he was really cool about it. We shared standard stuff, he asked about my age, where I live. Then he sent me some really sexy photos of himself.

But I was still really nervous about actually going through with it, until he asked if I wanted to meet up this weekend. It took me a long time to answer that question. A nervous part of me worried, what if it's a scam? I live in a country where homosexuality is so taboo, and blackmail and assault happen to a lot of gay men.

But I figured what the hell. It's been so long since I had sex, definitely more than a year. Masturbation is cool, but sometimes there's nothing like having a naked man beside you.

So I answered and said OK, let's meet up. I'm going to meet him this afternoon at the mall, then come to my place for an 'erotic massage' session, whatever that means. I'm determined not to have all-the-way sex with him. Not yet. I think I'll get off just from being naked with him, maybe making out and cuddling. I'd love to give him a handjob until he comes on me (I love giving handjobs! It's so powerful to hold a man's essence in your palms and bring him to orgasm).

But I know there's a slutty part of me that will want to spread myself wide open and let him push his hot meat into me - God, it's been so long!

Fingers crossed, and if you guys - fellow naughty humans - want to know how it went, I'll post an update! I've been a long-time lover of the slutty confessions I read here while jerking off, and I love the idea of contributing my story as well. Wishing you all a horny weekend!