Should I Be Ashamed?

I just got back from a business trip and I honestly don't know how I should feel or what I should do. Any advice would be great!

Let me first say that my fiance isn't a bad guy. He's great, very kind, very loving, but sometimes we just don't satisfy each other. He's the very passionate kind of lover. He's gentle and caring. There are times though that he just doesn't get my needs. Before the business trip, I wanted to get some action but he just said he's tired and went to bed.

On the trip, I was hot and fussy. Still got my work done though. I work sales and marketing, we had to fly over to a client to discuss a new deal. I was paired with a longtime coworker. Not gonna lie, he's my work crush. Built quite nicely, dressed sharp, and he's oh so charismatic.

After we closed the deal, we were having some celebratory drinks at the bar. Tab was running a bit high, so we decided to take it back to his suite and drink some liquor we picked up on the way back. The conversation was getting a bit personal when he asked how my relationship was going. I spilled everything on him.

He walked behind me and started massaging my shoulders. I was confused but he told me I needed go relax. It felt good and I let his hands start roaming my body. He was real aggressive in groping my chest and rubbing between my legs.

I was so hot for him that I stripped off my evening dress and jumped on his bed. He followed by stripping down and getting on top of me. I felt his muscles while he kissed me aggressively. Without asking, he pulled my panties down and ate me out. Oh my goodness it had been so long since I had a strong tongue there. I must've moaned so loud because I came so hard.

He climbs back on top and I felt him position himself at my entrance. I had a twinge of doubt but before I could say anything, he presses the head of his cock into my pussy and ohhhh that stretch felt way too good. He gave me strong, powerful thrusts that had me gasping for air. I gripped his arms while he ravaged me, I couldn't take my eyes off of him down there. It was so hot seeing a man thrust into me like that.

He slips out and turns me around onto all fours. At this point I just begged him to fuck me and wow he did. He really fucked me good in doggy. His cock just hit the perfect spot on each thrust and I came so hard again.

I collapse on the bed and he brings his cock to my mouth. He throatfucked me before cumming all over my face.

I think you can guess that I stayed the night. Yes, we fucked a few more times before the trip ended.

Now I'm back home and don't know what to do. Help?