Straight Female / 36
I Grew Up Weird
When I was 14, I discovered that most families did not have sex with each other. This was a real shock to me because my family and the families we spent the most time with did. It blew my mind. When I got older and moved out on my own, I tried to put it behind me.
I got married at 21, was a mother at 22, again at 24, and again at 27. Then at 30 I was a divorced single mom. I think I did well in taking care of the kids. My upbringing didn't seem to cause any problems.
Then last year my oldest boy left his door open and I caught him masturbating at his computer. He almost jumped out of his skin. And all I could think of how, when I was growing up, being told that masturbation was bad.
So I rubbed his dick a bit and remarked on the anal sex thing he was watching on his computer. I asked him if he liked that, he said yes in a very breathy voice, so wityhout thinking I slipped off my pants and sat in his lap. He had used plenty of lotion so he went right up my hole no problem and I rode him for a few minutes until he finished. Then I lay on his bed and made him give me a handjob while I told him he was to come to me (or in me) when he got horny, make sure everyone got off, and to never masturbate again.
After I finished, I realized that I was acting just like my mother and aunts. My childhood indocrtination was still going strong. I didn't have a belief system or anything, I was just raised that way.
After that I took care of my other two boys the same day. For the last year and a bit they've been coming to me to take care of their needs. They don't seem to be having any problems with it. And to be honest, I'm actually a lot more relaxed. It's nice after a hard day's work to come home and have three eager young boys take care of what I need, I know it's not normal, but really in the end it's just the way I was brought up.
I got married at 21, was a mother at 22, again at 24, and again at 27. Then at 30 I was a divorced single mom. I think I did well in taking care of the kids. My upbringing didn't seem to cause any problems.
Then last year my oldest boy left his door open and I caught him masturbating at his computer. He almost jumped out of his skin. And all I could think of how, when I was growing up, being told that masturbation was bad.
So I rubbed his dick a bit and remarked on the anal sex thing he was watching on his computer. I asked him if he liked that, he said yes in a very breathy voice, so wityhout thinking I slipped off my pants and sat in his lap. He had used plenty of lotion so he went right up my hole no problem and I rode him for a few minutes until he finished. Then I lay on his bed and made him give me a handjob while I told him he was to come to me (or in me) when he got horny, make sure everyone got off, and to never masturbate again.
After I finished, I realized that I was acting just like my mother and aunts. My childhood indocrtination was still going strong. I didn't have a belief system or anything, I was just raised that way.
After that I took care of my other two boys the same day. For the last year and a bit they've been coming to me to take care of their needs. They don't seem to be having any problems with it. And to be honest, I'm actually a lot more relaxed. It's nice after a hard day's work to come home and have three eager young boys take care of what I need, I know it's not normal, but really in the end it's just the way I was brought up.
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