Straight Female / 26
In Over My Head
Three years ago I joined the women who live with an older man for the money. I was tired of being broke, I needed a new car and I hated living in an apartment. Sleeping with a man, if I did it for spending money I could do it for living money.
He thinks I was a virgin, I lied to him. He loves me, too much. I tried not kissing him on the mouth, but he insists on kissing me on the mouth. He won't do anal. He likes missionary. He wants me to lay on him and grind my tits and 'vulva' into him so he can feel my womanhood. That's as kinky as he gets.
Lately, he talks to me while he is penetrating me, always when he is penetrating me. Why don't I want to have a baby? I'm afraid he will win this fight and I will end up pregnant. I live in a nice home. I am not the only 'trophy wife' at the country club, but I am among the youngest, most of these trophy wives are in their thirties, and I'm in my twenties. Mind you I am not a real wife, I'm a live in girlfriend.
I have an engagement ring in my dresser drawer. I wear it out when he insists, like when we are going to see friends of his. But not when I go out with my friends. Several weeks ago we went to a dinner at some friend of his, I didn't know them at the time. He was very upset with me that I wasn't wearing my ring.
I like him. And he is good to me. And he loves me for real. But he is too old for me, I don't want to end up at 35 changing his diapers. I really don't want to end up changing a baby's diaper either.
He thinks I was a virgin, I lied to him. He loves me, too much. I tried not kissing him on the mouth, but he insists on kissing me on the mouth. He won't do anal. He likes missionary. He wants me to lay on him and grind my tits and 'vulva' into him so he can feel my womanhood. That's as kinky as he gets.
Lately, he talks to me while he is penetrating me, always when he is penetrating me. Why don't I want to have a baby? I'm afraid he will win this fight and I will end up pregnant. I live in a nice home. I am not the only 'trophy wife' at the country club, but I am among the youngest, most of these trophy wives are in their thirties, and I'm in my twenties. Mind you I am not a real wife, I'm a live in girlfriend.
I have an engagement ring in my dresser drawer. I wear it out when he insists, like when we are going to see friends of his. But not when I go out with my friends. Several weeks ago we went to a dinner at some friend of his, I didn't know them at the time. He was very upset with me that I wasn't wearing my ring.
I like him. And he is good to me. And he loves me for real. But he is too old for me, I don't want to end up at 35 changing his diapers. I really don't want to end up changing a baby's diaper either.
