My New Lust

I have been with my loving girlfriend for a couple years now and with her I have found that I love having her shove a 6 inch dildo into my asshole. It's gotten to the point now though that I crave it with or without her. I love getting home from work before her and riding my dildo till I cum. It's gotten to the point where I want to be used by many women and let them have their way with my asshole. I cant stop lusting at the thought of a bunch of women taking turns railing me whether it's in public or private. But I've slowly started having thoughts about what itd be like to be actually dicked down by a guy or couple of guys. A couple taking turns making me gag on their cocks while a couple take turns pounding my ass. I'm getting hard just by typing this out and I dont know if that's normal thoughts or what but I've never had a actual sexual attraction to male body types.