It's Clear To Me Now, I Was Born To Be Pregnant

I grew up as one of five girls of a very Catholic mother. Our father was also a Catholic but when after five daughters my mother didn't make him a son he got another woman to do that for him. My mother was insulted so he brought the woman home to live with us. The dynamic in our house was always tense and my father became very aggressive with my mother when she refused him sex.

As grown ups I have one sister who became a nun, one sister who is a spinster school teacher, never been fucked, one sister who ran away with this man from Colombiato live in the rain forest, you have me who up until very recently had only been in lesbian relationships, and our baby sister who will suck at the drop of a hat and lives in Los Angeles where she pretends to be an actress. Our half brother is queer as a three dollar bill, queer as in sissy queer, angry at life because he wasn't born with a pussy. My parents and my father's other woman all live together now in Taos, New Mexico where he is retired from his practice.

I spent my teenage years with my nose in pussy, my college years with my nose in pussy and after college with my nose in pussy. My current long term girlfriend, I always had long term girlfriends I don't hop from pussy to pussy, decided she wanted us to try it with a man and she convinced this man at her work to give us dick, but not face to face, only from behind so we wouldn't have to see his dick before he stuck us. It was sort of like a porn thing, us side by side with our naked backsides up and he standing behind us sticking us from pussy to pussy. The thing is that at some point he had to ejaculate and he was in my pussy when he did and now I'm pregnant.

I tried really hard to be angry about it, but no matter how hard I try i just love my baby and being pregnant. I love how I look and I love having my girlfriend lay beside me with her head on my chest and kissing my belly. I have gone totally fem with maternity clothes and nesting has come on strong. She is a professional photographer and I want her to be able to take a picture of me when I'm eight months, in the nude beside my parent's pond in the morning sun with my long flowing blond hair over my pregnant breasts and my arms around my belly. I want to give birth with her and my mother and stepmother beside me, at the farm, with my father delivering the baby. And one day I want to be able to name off my children, hopefully the father will agree to give me more. Hopefully I can convince her to take it on the chin and get pregnant herself. I want a big family, I am Catholic and I was born to have many children. That's how I feel. To be normal. I was born to be pregnant.