My Desire To Be Used By A Man

I've identified as a straight male for most of my life. But I've always had these desires that go beyond heterosexual situations. My attractions are purely sexual, I've never had the desire to be in a relationship with another guy beyond sex. I'm married and I have a lot of submissive fantasies. My wife is not the most dominant partner in bed. Unlike her self in real life. It's why I love her so much, she's the boss and I love it. But I want to be dominated and used in bed, and that's just not her nature. I'm a switch so I can go either way, but I crave to be dominated and made to feel like I'm there for their pleasure.

My fantasy is for a strong masculine man to treat me like I'm his slutty girlfriend. I want to dress in slutty female lingerie and wear makeup. Have him hold me and treat me like I'm a woman. I want to be told how pretty I look for him, and be cuddled by him in his big strong arms, I want to make him happy, and put him in my mouth, feel his cock go hard, taste him. I want to be spooned by this big strong man, and have him finger my asshole, I want him to call it my pussy while he plays with it. Then I want him to fuck me, and tell me what a good little girl I am. I want to feel him fill up my ass with his hot load. Then I just want to be held by him like a woman, where he just rubs my head and whispers what a good girl I was for him, and he kisses me and makes me feel vulnerable and safe.