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Lesbian Female / 31
I Have A Son,
This week is my son's first birthday. He is the result of a jealous man, a broken relationship, Broke and Covid fear, power and control.
The Broken Relationship. I am and have I believe always been a lesbian. I was in a relationship with a woman, I called her my partner but after three years she cheated on me and I walked out, broke and without support, back to my parent's house.
The Jealous Man. He is a friend of the family, always since I was very young he had a thing for me. The old man that makes you sit in his lap, kissed you and pats your fanny. Very jealous and very intolerant to me being with anyone and a woman just made it worse,
Broke and Covid Fear. No where to go, no social life, no income, older parents who never liked 'her' or any other 'her', nothing but criticism, but no where to go and stuck in my room.
Power and Control. He, the man that insists he can kiss me, pats my fanny even if I'm 30 years old, grabs me and holds me. Physical power and kisses on my mouth and his hand grabbing my ass. I can't escape, I'm not weak, but I can't escape, his power is too much. His penis found my vagina and in a minute he has what he always wanted and I'm full of his sperm. Full of so much sperm. And his sperm went to work, and now I have a son.
I can't leave, not just because I can't support myself and my son, not even close, but because he won't let me leave even if I could. I'm married, for the sake of my son, because my parents wouldn't have it me having a baby and no marriage. My son is everything to me, I can put up with anything for him. Even being married like this. He thinks I have changed, but the truth is that sex with him doesn't bother me anymore. I also wash dishes.
The point is that my son is going to be one and we are having a little birthday celebration for him, some friends of my early life, family, an my parents and his father. And I have a son. And that's what changed.
The Broken Relationship. I am and have I believe always been a lesbian. I was in a relationship with a woman, I called her my partner but after three years she cheated on me and I walked out, broke and without support, back to my parent's house.
The Jealous Man. He is a friend of the family, always since I was very young he had a thing for me. The old man that makes you sit in his lap, kissed you and pats your fanny. Very jealous and very intolerant to me being with anyone and a woman just made it worse,
Broke and Covid Fear. No where to go, no social life, no income, older parents who never liked 'her' or any other 'her', nothing but criticism, but no where to go and stuck in my room.
Power and Control. He, the man that insists he can kiss me, pats my fanny even if I'm 30 years old, grabs me and holds me. Physical power and kisses on my mouth and his hand grabbing my ass. I can't escape, I'm not weak, but I can't escape, his power is too much. His penis found my vagina and in a minute he has what he always wanted and I'm full of his sperm. Full of so much sperm. And his sperm went to work, and now I have a son.
I can't leave, not just because I can't support myself and my son, not even close, but because he won't let me leave even if I could. I'm married, for the sake of my son, because my parents wouldn't have it me having a baby and no marriage. My son is everything to me, I can put up with anything for him. Even being married like this. He thinks I have changed, but the truth is that sex with him doesn't bother me anymore. I also wash dishes.
The point is that my son is going to be one and we are having a little birthday celebration for him, some friends of my early life, family, an my parents and his father. And I have a son. And that's what changed.
