Discovering Cum And Cock

I am an 18 year old woman. I dropped out of HS and got my GED. I got left back a couple of times because of my parents divorce. I'm a tall skinny white girl, with no body to speak of, I have kinda bad complexion as well. Ive always been crazy about boys but they're not so crazy about me. Here I am 18 and I've never even kissed a boy. I have kissed a girl. I've had a secret relationship with a cheerleader from school. She is very pretty and outgoing. She is one of the most popular girls in school. She could have any guy or girl for that matter yet she came onto me. I told her I like boys too and she just laughs. "No boy would want you." She says. She says that I'm gay and that I should just accept that.

The other day I came home from my job at Cracker Barrel and my parents were still working. When I walked in I caught my 15 year old brother masturbating. He did not know I was watching him from the hallway. I watched as he stroked his cock. This was the first one I ever saw in person. It was so exciting to see one and to watch him pleasure himself. He was standing in our home office, leaning against the desk. I watched as he proceeded to jerk himself off. I felt flush and I was gushing between my legs. I wanted him in me so bad! I then watched as he emptied his balls into a paper towel. He then pulled up his shorts, threw the paper towel in the kitchen garbage then went into the bathroom. I came out of the hallway and opened the garbage. There was the balled up paper towel. I picked it up and opened it. I sniffed it and I fell in love with the smell. I then stuck my tongue in the still warm puddle of deliciousness. I tasted a little and loved it! I then slurped the rest into my mouth and swished it around. I ran to my room with my brothers cum in my mouth. Locked the door and got naked. My pussy was on fire! With a mouth full of cum I proceeded to fuck myself and just as I was cumming, I swallowed the load. It was the sexiest thing I've ever done and I felt like a real woman. I need cock! I need it bad.

A couple days later my brother was away on a camping trip. I had the house all to myself. I was walking around the house in my bra and panties. There was a knock at the door. I went to the door and opened it, hiding myself behind it. It was one of my mom's boyfriends. His name is Bill. He's a nice enough guy. Beer belly, full beard. Nothing crazy to look at, but I have heard from my mom that he has a nice thick cock. I then opened the door so he could see my skinny body. Maybe he would be interested and as soon as I opened the door, his eyes opened wide. I said my mom just went to work. He said Can't I come in and wait? I said sure. As soon as I closed the door, nice guy Bill grabbed me by the arm and the hair and pulled me into the living room. He threw me face down over the arm of the sofa. He proceeded to rip and tear my panties off my body. He grabbed my pussy from behind. My pussy was flowing and he was loving it. He started to fuck my ass and my pussy simultaneously with his thick fingers. I was yelping in ecstasy. He then dropped his pants to his ankles. I could see his cock. I could only feel his thick meat forcing it's way into my pussy. It hurt for a little bit. Once he started to slide in and out it started to feel wonderful. He fucked me like a wild beast and I loved every second of it! I could barely speak but I was able to get out, please cum in my mouth. He pounded me for several more minutes then he pushed me to the floor on my knees. He shoved his cock into my mouth and immediately began to unload. I swallowed then gagged then swallowed more! I was loving this! As I was swallowing I was rubbing my clit until I finally came. He cleaned himself up, got dressed and left me there. I laid there with cum on my face with a big smile. I felt so wonderful and content.