Inner Fuckboy

I'm getting married soon. We've been together for almost 4 years and I've been faithful. I'm worried I'll get bored. I never have been a dude who slept around (my fiance and I are both virgin christians). I love my fiance 10000% and I know she's the one but I want some random hot kinky hookups. I wanna eat pussy and feel women cum hard as I please them. I just have a inner fuckboy in me that I've never let out. Maybe once we have sex that'll change.