My Needs

I am not pretty, in fact I'm close to the opposite of pretty. I am not thin, I'm pretty fat, chunky, very chubby, whatever you want to call it. What little boobs I had (A cups on a big body looked like nothing) are now saggy and look "empty" and just flap around. But no matter what I still like to get fucked. I got it the first time in high school at 16, I sucked, let him fuck me for my first time, I bled, he liked that, about 3 weeks later I let him do it in my ass. Then he would do it in my ass, and pull out and stick it in my mouth. After a few more times he left, started dating a pretty girl with a great body. The thing is that I LOVED cock. I loved man cum, I loved it in my mouth, in my vag, in my ass, I just want cock inside me and cumming in me or on me.

Not being very pretty, I had one guy let me blow him about a year after that first guy, and about 4 months after than two guys at the same time, I would suck, and get fucked at the same time, I was in heaven. They tried to do one in my ass and one in my vag, but my hips and butt were too big. But after about a dozen times and probably another 6 or 8 times with one of the guys individually that ended.

Once I reached drinking age, I hung around bars, not clubs - too many hotties there - but bars or local, corner taverns. Guys would get drunk and if they didn't have someone at the end of the night, I could get to suck them, sometimes get fucked by them. I spent several nights with car doors open, me on my belly my pants down to my ankles getting it in my ass from drunks who were too drunk to cum with my mouth or vag. I did meet one guy when I was 26 who took me out on dates, and then the sex got more and more demanding, more hurting, more painful. Needles in my boobs, my nipples, then squeezed during sex, very violent sex and I still liked his cock. That ended about 2 years later, he was trying to impregnate me then leave me (he told me what he was trying to do, and I let him). Found out I couldn't get pregnant so he left me alone after that, only coming my a few times for anal sex with me bent over the back of my couch.

That is the last time I had cock, it's been so long, I want it, I want it bad, but it's just not seeming to happen. I know I'm not pretty, thin and desireable, but I want someone to give his cock to me, anyway he wants. I'm not a slut or whore, I just want and need cock.