What's Wrong With Me?

Have a awful and sick confession of my fantasies that I want my wife to cuckhold me. I have spent many times jacking off in the shower thinking about my wife staying late for work. Her boss is a very forceful man and I'm pretty sure he's fucking her. My day dream is she comes home after being assfucked and taking his semen and her making me eat out her fudgey creampie when she gets home. It's not likely to happen but I have noticed she sometimes has cockbreath when she comes home. That makes me so stiff.